hmmm

Ok so I may have jumped the gun with the whole lack of mutuality thing. On the other hand I am no longer sure if this is a good thing. Perhaps my stepmother was right in that I am just setting myself up for hurt of stupid proportions. This is a madcap dance or maybe game where I just don't know the rules. I am so confused it is ridiculous.

I know I should have stuck to the plan now. It would have been better. (The plan was to not get entangled for a year). Yet here I am in a knotty mess of my own creation. Ah well I have only myself to blame. This is where you picture me banging my head against the wall muttering idiot over and over again.

Will the complications never cease?