I read about people in white hats going to the movies alone to find other people in white hats. I don't think I have ever been to the movies alone. Strange I do many things alone but there are somethings where the taboo is too strong. Going to a movie by ones self is almost like accepting defeat.

The days have been swallowed up and I wonder where certain people are. I sit my full next week, after it I will drive somewhere far away with someone in my car to celebrate. Any volunteers? I drove around the city with a muslim woman named nadira who called me gorgeous (I don' think she knew how to say my name) and reminded me that I had two blindspot's not just one.

I think I need some sleep.