Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Hero

Watching one scene from 'Hero' over and over again, not on the screen but in my head. Watching the yellow leaves swirl and the red blood drip. Exhaustion and lonliness overwhelm on the screen.

"Who do you talk to?" Who cares.

The days are cooling down. Autumn is my favourite season. Dreams of being buried in multicoloured symphonies of crackling leaves.

Mania for clothes shopping strikes.

Things to replace the gaps people used to fill. One person can't be everything. We suffocate and die. Why did they leave. I know why.

Its awful not being to blame someone or something else.

Am I a bad person? Tell me the truth. Please. I need to know.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

you are not a bad person gaayathri. but then i might be biased. so now i must speak objectively....and:

you are still not a bad person.