Regeneration

I left doodles because I was trying to hide from certain people, yet I didint have the heart to delete it, I think that was a sign. Doodles is an old friend of a blog so I guess I am back. Thankyou hagfish for your very warm and fuzzy comment :) Someone somewhere that I can't remember, wrote that "nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them" The flip side of that is, once you fall out of love with them you can see again. I'm not talking about romantic love, more a platonic love. The friend who is perfect in your eyes, who can do know wrong no matter what. Until one day, the magic light switches off and you realise they aren't angelic anymore, their all to human imperfections are plain to see. I will never ever feel the same about Rajan ever again, and I wonder why. Was it the aftermath of our short illjudged relationship? Or perhaps I am less naive now and I can see the games he plays. Once upon a time I was a romantic, I'm not anymore.