Milestones.

This is post number 101 on Doodles. I think that is some sort of milestone. Perhaps one drawn in the sand, but a milestone none the less. I have continues with this despite everything and that surprises me.

A melbourne friend (there are a few) is staying with me at the moment. I like how our relationship slips back into easy familiarity. Her relationships don't appear to consume her, make her bitter when the intensity fades, eat her up when a friend begins to spend more time with someone else.

I want to be more normal. Less self-destructive. I think what I want more than anything is to have a little distance. Be able to get involved with people without having to give so much of myself. Less hurt that way.

I need to be less selfish.