Monday, November 14, 2005

Soap Opera Melodrama

Sometimes I feel that one day I closed my eyes and did a paralell shift and my life was transformed into a soap opera. The web of intrigue that came with uni life was at times amusing ocassionally mortifying and right now exceedingly irritating.

I can't be with someone I want to be with because of various reasons involving one of my good friends. At least I know I'm able to stick to this particular conviction. I wasn't sure if I would be able to when it came to the test. But I have and I know its worth it, but sometimes I wish I could throw it all away.

Baby's change so fast. My half brother is 9 months old now. Thats 18 years younger than me. He smiles when he see's me, for no other reason than I am a human being and I play with him. People say ignorance is bliss. I think it is more that innocence is bliss. Innocence is often confused with ignorance I think, perhaps part of having innocence is being ignorant but I think it is more than that. It is perfectly possible to be ignorant without being innocent. Perhaps innoncence is simply an idealised quality thats doesn't really exist. That would be sad.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Oh they're fine NOW but once they can carry golf clubs? My brother was gonna bash me in the head once with a real golf club, for fun.

Yes, ignorance is bliss. Our ignorance, their bliss :p joking. I love my brother no matter how grouchy I seem.

G said...

Lol I have two younger siblings besides that one and have many tales to tell :P