Uni starts in just a few days now. One of my closest friends has left for Melbourne and I am sad, Catrina how I will miss your laugh. I know I said I wouldn't cry, but I did.
I just want to sleep. I miss sleeping. It feels like I haven't done it in a while, a really good uninterrupted dreamless sleep. In four days exactly I will be officially moving on into the next chapter of my life. I feel like I have been in school for eternity. I definitely would not have been able to last another year in secondary school, and I am looking forward to uni. The only thing I am worried about is that like most things you anticipate for so long it will turn out to be a severe dissapointment and I will while away my days wishing to god that I was anywhere but there. I have never been one to brood about the future however (only the past) so I look forward to it with all the hope of the naive.
Most people fear the unknown. It seems to be a part of the human condition. I don't. Does that make me alien?
I want you to know that that is the most amazing compliment anyone has ever given me. you are the only person that reads this anyway so you know who you are and what I am talking about. From the centre of my being I thank you (bottom of my heart always sounded odd to me).
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